bethany baker, graphic design student from london

my eye hurts

i hate writing about myself.
i wish to be skinny.
i have my moments, the rest of the time i’m probably boring or depressed or whatever.
i love it when i’m happy.
i’m shy and have no confidence.
i bitch way to much.
i love it when it rains and i’m in my living room all warm, watching tv.
i would like my life to be like a fairytale, but who wouldn’t?
i’m a baby.
i say your mum too much.
i can’t stand anything scary.
i never really know what i want.
i try to hide from negetive things but always find myself caught in sticky situations.
i love new people but i am crap at making new friends. i don’t make the first move because i’m scared of rejection.
i talk about my life alot.
i’m artistic.
i like to make lists.
i lie.
i think of all the things i would like to happen but i forget that i have to come back to reality sometime.
i rarely drink.
i find dirty minds amusing.
i cuss people to often.
i can be an attention seeker.
i’m easy to talk to, about anything.

i’m only 13, yet i have a boyfriend and try to act older.
i copy.
i’m awkward.
i can’t really spell, but i try.
i like holding hands and cuddling.
i care about what people think of me.
i’m really sensitive.
once i get talking about something i probably won’t stop.
i’m not very bright.
i’m probably an ‘i love you’ slut.

i have a bebo, facebook, twitter and all that.
i sing alot, but not well.
i use words over and over again.
i want to start dressing like a girl again.
i don’t think before i speak.
i listen to my music on my ipod really loud then ask if anyone else can hear it.
i guess, if i want something and i get it… i don’t really want it any more.
i have alot on my mind, all the time.
i dig curly hair.
i’m messy, lazy and mean at times.
i would like to do more in my life.
i sometimes like my own company.
i want to get out more.
i would love to play an instrument.
i say ‘you dropped your gay/or whatever card’ a lot

i open up to anyone.
i get really jealous.
i hate getting compliments, because i can’t take them.
i like a mixture of music.

i like retro things.
when i was young i used to tell people that i was american, i also wanted to grow up there and be a cheerleader like in the films.
i get happy when someone says i’m cool or funny.
i like to say ’ i’m like’ or ‘and i was like’
i want to change.
i miss my nan.
i love funny accents and speaking in them.
i hardly ever make sense.
i love conversations that go on about nothing.
web cam chats are cool.
i love play fighting.
i like sitting on the floor.

i love romantic scenes in films.
i love patrick.
fireworks are wow.
i miss old times.
i try to act bad in front of chavs.
america gave me the wrong impression of high school.
i want to go gym.
i love my dog.
i’m bored like all the time.
i’m a pretty weird person, if you think about it.